a lifetime it seems. (ketchup)

hasn't it just been forever since i've written anything, i've been so stressed and concerned about my every day life, stressed, when this is what helps me to relax a little. speaking out!
I want to announce I moved to Miami.
After my acceptance into the aveda institute in san antonio, I was given an oppurtunity I couldn't refuse. I struggled a little bit when I first moved away from my parents, and this was present in my entire family. My parents struggled as well, so asking them for help was like someone asking me for help. I couldn't do it, even though I desperatly wanted to. My grandfather became a last resort if I needed it. Sometime they refused me refusing them. I was alone for the first year, I had my family, but my living arrangement left me lonely. So I've been through some hard times. My Uncle saw this and opened a door I gladly and willingly stepped into.
A new experience a new start, some place to start fresh.
Who could let this slip away
The older me would have, who was enveloped in relationship, affairs, love, lust and party.
What a difference one year makes.
"me" has been my main focus
I moved most of my things across 5 states, with my boyfriend and our son and no we reside in an enviornment where we're the minority and our language is as well. We don't know the streets and roads like we used to, & we'll never get used to the tolls.
It is stressful making this move.
My Uncle is taking very good care of us. He has provided us with a place to stay and carried some of the arrival stress on his shoulders for us, so it didn't complicate things.
We're blessed no matter what, but this is a blessing in itself.
I want desperatly to go back to school, I want to learn it's in my better nature.
So I know this will be happening very soon, cut hair, zoology biology photography, whichever. I want to live!
I want to see! This is going to help me get on my feet stabalize myself for my son.
I am happy.
Well, at least I look it.

ha.
My uncle is the younger version of my Father, so I mean I should be used to this but I am not.
hehe I miss my .....
this is too personal.

you know what, I don't feel like writing about this.
It seems so "all over the place "
when I get a little more organized.
o wanna know what's cool
where I live there is a dry cleaner, a nail tan and hair salon, phone store, and grocery store on the complex.
pretty lovely.

see.
wow