liberation at it's mildest

lib⋅er⋅a⋅tion  /ˌlɪbəˈreɪʃən/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [lib-uh-rey-shuhn] Show IPA

–noun 1. the act of liberating or the state of being liberated.

2. the act or fact of gaining equal rights or full social or economic opportunities for a particular group.
Origin:

1400–50; late ME < L līberātiōn- (s. of līberātiō), equiv. to līberāt(us) (see liberate ) + -iōn- -ion

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freeing, release, discharge, dismissal, dismission

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today: (if you couldn't tell) I feel liberated. I feel free at last. I know i've been free, born free in a taxing world. With age everything seems to be no longer cluster tuck... but very black and white with rainbow colors in the middle. I can say I'm all over the place with my personality but I feel fine in my shoes.
I am Me & I have always accepted that, but with less arrogance.
I quit basketball/track bc I was too good to deal with the b.s giving up hopes and dreams and my qualities of being an althete.
Everything happens for a reason.
Just like I am happened to my parents, for a reason. To show them that sarcasm can actually grow up to be justified in some cause. " i'm a smart ass, because people say/do dumb things" "i'd rather be a smart ass then a dumb ass"
sarcastic individuals such as myself also always have an answer for something, our twist maybe different but their is logic behind it!
I reached my goal of "feeling good in my own skin"
it takes people years to have this feeling or not at all, but the feeling is well "liberating"
maybe i can say I have dismissed : my past behavior, my past emotions, past actions.
I have a lot more control! & i'm proud of myself.
recently made some moves that could have been doomed or elated but I did it, and to say the least I have my up's and downs but I am no where near doomed.
I do good on my own, by myself.
I get that from my parents' lone wolfs you could say.
I would love to be a singer; on stage in costums singing better then rihanna, but I am not quite sure I wanna give up my privacy yet.
for my son.
but then again.
stardom could be good as far as money
but back to the topic at hand
I am a caterpillar still yes. eating my leafs one by one and getting fat off life. But :
i'm seeing the butterflies real soon baby and I can't wait to feel the wind in my hair! (what little hair i have)